Still Alive in Thailand

Hi Everyone,

I just wanted you to know that I am alive and well. My period came at the best time–on the flight to Qatar. Ha. At least it’s back on the regular cycle. We’ll see what next month brings.
I had the opportunity yesterday to meet a wonderful Dutch couple–they are both almost 70 and fascinating–we were talking about everything and me trying to get pregnant just came out…
They confided to me their daughter has done IVF and wanted to hear all about my process.
It was a great exchange and I really just wanted to give them a big hug. When we departed at the bus station I almost cried.
The days are going quickly. I will soon head to the silent meditation retreat.
There are a lot of things going through my head and I really feel like I’m not going to make this baby. But I think I can have K’s baby.
It’s a hard decision to come to, but one I’m getting better at accepting.

I am thinking of you all. I skimmed through my reader quickly and was happy to finally see some good news out there.
Wishing you all well.

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  • Reply Lizzie February 25, 2009 at 9:53 am

    Missing you, and following your trip …. xo

  • Reply anofferingoflove February 25, 2009 at 1:05 pm

    what a beautiful sounding dutch couple!

    glad the trip is going well so far, cant wait to hear more about it!

  • Reply cindyhoo2 February 25, 2009 at 1:14 pm

    Your trip sounds wonderful already. I am sure that you will find all the answers and the peace you need. Like you, I am also coming to a place of acceptance around using my partner’s ova in my own body if this is what the universe serves up. Namaste.

  • Reply word to your mother(s) February 25, 2009 at 1:19 pm

    Have a fabulous trip! Be well…

  • Reply insertmetaphor February 25, 2009 at 5:19 pm

    I’m glad you’re doing well!

  • Reply Gia February 25, 2009 at 6:50 pm

    Missing you girl!!!
    have a great time and I hope inner peace helps with all your questions

  • Reply poppycat February 26, 2009 at 3:10 am

    I am so happy you get to do this. I think you will come back ready to take what this journey is handing out.

    Miss you! Have and amazing time.

  • Reply The Amily Diaries February 26, 2009 at 11:39 pm

    I hope you have a wonderful trip! We are all jealous here :]

  • Reply timaree February 28, 2009 at 8:26 pm

    It sounds like your trip is going beautifully. Travel safely and enjoy the retreat.

  • Reply oneofhismoms March 24, 2009 at 3:21 am

    This made me remember how very much I miss meeting and bonding with fellow travelers abroad.

    Enjoy yourself and know that NYC is waiting for you when you get back.

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